Pls pray for my Lola.

When I heard the news about what happnd to my lola,nlungkot ako bgla dahil sobrang close kame.. I can’t imagine my life without her. Shes not in good condition right now.She’s in the hospital and soon ooperahan cya nd lalagayan cya ng bakal sa leg nya.. Parang I don’t want to see her na nasasaktan.pag tntxt ako ng mga tita ko nalulungkot ako sobra.nhhrpan cya gumagalaw..Im juz really sad because she’s 86 yrs old.mtanda na cya,ayoko lang icpn anong pwdeng mangyri.mahhrapan na cya nun. Last night ndi tlga ko nakatulog iniicp ko cya kc the next day ung schedule nya for operation,ndi lang natuloy kc ung hemoglobin nya mababa,ung blood mababa kc.kelangn cya salinan ng dugo.. Lagi nlng pag gcng ko cya naiicp ko kung ok ba cya or wat.. Gustong gusto ko umuwi para madalaw ko man lang cya pero ndi tlga pwede.Ive talked to her last tues night. Sabi nya sakin, sana daw magkita pa kme,sabi ko nman cympre pagaling cya dapat magkta pa kme. Then nung malapit ko na ibaba ung fone sbi nya miss na miss na daw nya ko tska sabi nya miss na nya ung Goodnyt kiss ko.Ang bango pa dn ng lola ko pag knikiss ko cya. I really felt sad ndi ko lang pinakita sa parents ko.Everytime na mkkausap nya mga kaptid ko lagi nya ung pinapasabi sa knila,sbhn daw skin na miss nya na ako..

I remember nung nsa Philippines pa ko,lagi ko cya dinadalhan ng Jollibee pag nkuha ko na allowance ko,I used to buy her palabok because this is her favorite..and spaghetti for my lolo..Lagi nya kinkuwn2 sakin nung bata pa daw ako pag pumunta ko sa knila lagi akong sa rum nila ng lolo ko natutulog.sa arms nya lagi daw ako nakahiga..

I remember tinukso nya ako kay arman,haha.natawa ako grbe sobra.. I still remember bago ko umalis para magmit kme ni arman dumadaan ako lagi sa knya and sbi ko may date ako,natatawa lang cya sakin.she’s always telling me na im beautiful and ang bango ko daw.lagi ko nman cnsbi sa knya “ aba cympre lola”. One tym nagsabi ako sa knya na d2 nalng ako sa HK mgwwork,ayaw nya sobra..sbi nya wla na daw dadalaw sa knya nd mamiss daw nya ko. Nung Christmas pinasabi nya sa Tita ko, na balik na daw ako dun. Dun nlng daw ako magwork.kinausap ng tita ko sabi nya na mas maganda ung opportunities d2 and pabayaanan nlng daw ako d2..pero I know deep inside gusto nya ko pabalikin dun. Nalungkot ako kc bago ko umalis nung april ndi man lang ata ako nkakiss sa knya ndi ko cya masyado npansin kc sobrang busy ako..Nkita ko nlng cya nung nsa car ako nakatayo lang cya sa labas,dun ko narealize na ndi ko man lang cya na-hug or kiss man lang..i remember parang gs2 nya sumama kso ndi ko na naasikaso..Laht cla hntid ni lola nung bumalik cla d2 ako lang ang hindi.. c john pla hntd nya nung pumnta cya d2.. pero dati nmn ndi kc cya naghhatid pero ngyn gs2ng gs2 nya..

Guys,kung cnu mkkbasa nito juz pray for my lola.pls?Thanks.sna matuloy na operation nya this Thursday.

Missing You..

I really feel incomplete today maybe because im missing him that much,my buddy,my everything.. Its really hard not to be with the one u love the most,u really can't do anythng juz accept the fact that ure really far from each other but i know its for us nmn eh,for our future....Actually im in the office ryt now,pero suddenly i felt very sad,i can't concentrate on wat im doing,dami pa nmn trabaho.i thnk the weather here in hong kong made me feel na miss ko na tlga cya,grbe super heavy rain tlga wid matchng thunder and storm,db its really like dat pag rainy nkklungkot,parang ang sarap ng may ka-hug.awww.. i rily miss it.. i know sa mga mkkbasa nito sbhn ang drama ko nmn,eh kame nmn ano pang drma ko.haha.pero dis is wat i reallyfeel eh...If u're in our situation,im sure u'll understand me and i tell u its very hard....

know wat?there are times na ayaw ko mkkita ng couples especially sa train,gosh!nakkinggit cla.gusto ko clang paghiwalayin.haha! Pero as ive said nga life is lyk dat.we juz have to wait and be patient dadarating din na mgkkasama na kme..hay..wen kaya un? Grbe i nver thought that i will really love this guy that much.maybe bcoz sa knya ko nkta lht ng hinahanp ko. Responsible,kind,sweet,super caring.. ( hun!nku dapat may bayad na 2 ha.hehehe) pero totoo tlga 2.i was talking knina sa officemate ko,i told her na i miss eating filipino restaurants like max,jollibee,chicken inasal, suddenly nalungkot nnmn ako kc cya lagi ksma ko pag kumakain kme sa mga ganun eh..I miss our sat gimiks..db hun?accdng to him kelangn kme lumabas every sat,bonding time.haha. i miss those days.I remember one tym we went to tagaytay "take note:2pm kme umalis sa mla,lalang trip lang den arrived at tagaytay,4:30 i thnk traffic kc eh..eat lang den after dat back to manila ..haha.lakas ng trip tlga nmin and hinanap pa pla tlga nmin ung Colette BuKo pie as in,gs2 ko kc un eh.Hindi kme tumigil hanggat ndi nmn nkkita.umuulan pa nun ah..hayy.. i miss those days.
Bsta hun,juz dnt forget ur promise ha?Dnt worry ung promise ko syo PROMISE tlga un..trust me..

Proud Of Me..

I juz want to share something, i juz bought a new laptop for myself..Come and Take a look at it..

To You

Hun,this one is for you....

Never been in love

Cause a girl like me

Never had someone to care for

Never thought there could be

Someone special for me

And now I'm all in love

Cause a girl like me

Waited patiently for someone

Someone to care for me

And there will never be

No more lonely, no more just me

I've been there before

Ain't goin no more

And now that you're here

I Never wanna say goodbye love

Never wanna be without you

No more cryin, no denyin'

I'm in love with you

And now that you're here I

I never wanna say goodbye love

Now it's time for me

To find out what the first time love could mean

Little scared but its cool

Cause it's worth it

Now I finally fell in love

And I know that it

Gots to be for real (So real)

It's the way that I feel

So come share my world with me

So there will never be

So I'm standin here

Arms open wide

Ready to give my heart

I'm sure this time

Love's gonna last for life

Baby I know things change

And there might be some rain

But the clouds are gonna clear

And the sun is gonna shine again

Shine light on our love baby

So let's make it last forever

I LOVE YOU!

InLove..

This post dpt 2mrw p to,pero bka ndi kc mgwa kya ngyn nlng, anyways, same lng dn nmn ang gs2 kong parating eh.
We've Been together for 1 yr and 5 months,dats 17 months..and still,were still inlove wid each other and ofcourse very happy kht n were far from each other.I know there's no perfect relationship but I thnk ours is really perfect.hehe.. Wlang mkkpghiwalay smin.I'm so happy dat I met him in the ryt time and ryt place.He's really perfect for me.I'm really lucky to have him.sobrang bait,masipag,responsble,etc.too many to mention.and one thing pa pla,he is very sweeet,as in kht na matagal na kme,mas lalo pa cyang nggng sweet.ndi pwede lumagpas ang 1 day na ndi cya mgttxt or ttwg.Cya p rin ang aking ktxtmate kht nandito ako..
Kung dati n ayaw ko pa-alam sa iba n kme,now I want to shout to the world na kame na.wla kht cnu pa ang mkksira sa relationship nmin.aba matibay ata 'to.

I really thank God for giving me "my bestfriend" ,"my baby","my hunny","my sweetie", "my mahal","my marshmallow", "my love", "my everything", "my advicer", "my source of everything", "my lover",and of course MY LIFE..Now I know the meaning of life and dat is him.
THANKS HUNNY! I MISS U ALOT AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!mwah!-04-